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Over my hateful mother, don
June 12, 2016
1:35 pm
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Kombinacyjna akcja Niemców zakończona groźnym strzałem z 19 metrów. Thomas Mueller był tym, który zmusił Piatowa do sporego wysiłku.
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Ukraina. Schodzi: Wiktor Kowalenko. Wchodzi: Ołeksandr Zinczenko.
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Po centrze z kornera, piłka została podbita przez jednego z Ukraińców i wybiegający na przedpole Andrij Piatow zaliczył pusty przelot.... bez konsekwencji.
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Nadmierna praca łokciami Boatenga. Jewhen Sełezniow odczuł to na własnej skórze.
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Żółtą kartkę otrzymał Jewhen Konoplianka. To kara za popchnięcie Goetze.
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Ukraina. Schodzi: Roman Zozulja. Wchodzi: Jewhen Sełezniow.
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W ataku nasi zachodni sąsiedzi. Nie szybka, a wręcz błyskawiczna wymiana podań przed polem karnym Ukrainy. Gdyby tylko w zamiarach kolegów połapał się Goetze.
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Brawa dla Piatowa! Bramkarz zachował czujność i w znakomitym stylu sparował piłkę po niesygnalizowanym strzale Khediry z 23 metrów.
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Do bramki przeszło 25 metrów, ale mimo to Jarosław Rakickij zdecydował się na bezpośredni strzał. Piłka minęła mur i zmierzała tuż przy słupku, ale Niemcy mają świetnie dysponowanego Neuera.
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Kolejny strzał Niemców sprzed szesnastki. Tym razem piłkę podbił Serhij Sydorczuk, co ułatwiło golkiperowi interwencję.

May 3, 2016
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February 22, 2016
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Hi  Cyndy it sounds like you're in a really painful place - I feel sure you'd benefit from reading Alice Miller a famous therapist /writer  'The Drama of The Gifted Child'  and 'Breaking Down The Walls of Silence'  - and 'For Your Own Good'   the terrible injuries inflicted by parental abuses whether psychological or physical - I struggled to try and get my mother to love me - then did it by proxy with other adult relationships which again didn't work

I had to learn to love myself scars and all and not look for validation from others to reassure myself that I was indeed OK - We have to give ourselves approval and permission to be who we actually are - as we are right now.

The pain of the loss of love in our own childhoods  and then  trying to give love and affection to our own children can sometimes become like another  nail in the coffin - reminders like  'I didn't get this when I was a child'  I'd sometimes  look to my children as my care givers and unaware of my needs rather than being aware of theirs -  but of course I was also very ill  on Valium which prevented me seeing the light or being well and positive rather than suicidally depressed unable to  see what was going on around me

I wrongly looked for and waited for approval rather than feeling sure enough of myself to approve of what I did rather than crumple at the smallest criticism - Finding our own passion in life - obviously not hairdressing it sounds like in your case   - maybe like my grandmother and then my own  mother - yours didn't get love either and had an over controlled life - Fear of abandonment can make someone hang onto our  children like  grim death - I wonder if you might take a little time out to investigate or try out different things in order to see what it is that might turn on the light for you - for me it is singing -  Iake care of yourself Cyndy you deserve a happy life whatever your mother does or doesn't think or do- I used to allow my mother to fill my thoughts and resentments - I know it's hard when a mother is still alive and i there but not there if you know what I mean - but at the end of the day letting her live in your mind is kind of abusing oneself rather  like self harming - ((Hug)) x

December 8, 2015
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Hello, I've seen counselors since I was 28 , and found out while pregeant with my first child that the huge 10 inch long scar on my spine, was in fact spina bifida. I'm an only child, now 54, and was told as a child the scar was from surgery to remove a small lump on lower spine, should have been a twin but nothing developed . After my obgyn insisted on sending for my records, the proof arrived that I had spina bifida, leaving me with a nerogenic bladder and colon. My dad is long passed away, but my mother remains alive, strong , healthy at age 88, and very financially well off. She will not discuss "spina bifida" and says its a lie. Pretends like I'm fine. To keep peace I never discuss it, only to say my not feeling well. In the last 10 years I have to catheterization throughout day and, take heavy laxetives and give myself colonics. I can't deal with her nasty attitude any longer. She has never been a grandmother to my three grown children. She acts jealous that I love them and have had to put them first over giving her all the attention. She stopped speaking to her own parents at age 30. She never saw them again, so I never knew them. She's been married 4 times. She has always had a controlling power over me, and I can't take her rejection anymore. I don't know what to do. I take anti depressants and aneixty medication for bladder spasms , pain mentally and psychically . A friend recommended I sue her for compensation for the years and years of testing and pain trying to find out why I couldn't empty bladder or colon. And now being in the condition I'm in. Maybe if I had known and been taken to proper doctors I could have gotten proper help sooner. There's so much more I could share about hateful things she has done to hurt me. It's like she hates my family and children because my world stopped revolving around her. I even became a hairdresser like her bc that's what she said I had to do. I always paid my way and she even made 50 percent off of my working for her for 8 years. I could go on and on, but I feel done. Which also means I will lose any inheritdance . 

I feel so unloved yet angry toward her. It just isn't fair that she lied to her only child and sits back while my husband has worked for 30 years caring for me and our children, and I continue to go downhill. Do I have grounds to sue? I can't believe I'm considering it .

thank u for listening

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