I am in my mid 50's, she is now 89, I know she is not well, and I have tried to get past all that.
Everyone else has gone and left me to deal with this. all sibling, all rellies, all gone. I have tried to do the right thing as a human being, even after everything.
I have even learnt to visit her and say nothing, as it sets her off, i've done this for years, I have tried so hard to keep the peace, and bring some joy into her life.
Her narcissistic emotional abuse, her cutting me down, emotional blackmail, god and don't mention the will, her greatest threat. I am so over "the will".
Well I spoke the other day, I said I do not agree with her telling my young daughter to marry for money and not love. It set her off, she came back a few days later with such nastiness, she planned her attack so very well. I hung up. And even tho this is small, I gave up.gave up on her.
I am not stressed, I am not anxiety, I actually feel stronger
I am just so disappointed once again.
Disappointed I believed her, believed we has some kind of connection.
and in a moment I could see I had an addiction I needed to break, HER.
I guess I need someone else to tell me they know what I am feeling, I need someone else to tell me they have been emotionally blackmailed with a will. I need to know I will survive.
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